"here i am, a bundle of past recollections and future dreams, knotted up in a reasonably attractive bundle of flesh..."
— women, joshua bennett & justin reillybut love shouldn’t feeling like an accident/ like two high speed hearts crashing, burning - mistaking the sparks for stars/ i can no longer settle for love that won’t last/ living life like as a condor in a coffin -married to the mud - when i was promised the clouds/ so i won’t/ i’m done for searching for love in shoe boxes - closed, cardboard cages for dirty souls…
1.30.2012 |
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i can only continue to dream of being this amazing with letters, words, sentences…
1.30.2012 |
“how do you explain why we even bother to build skyscrappers if they don’t make it any easier to see the stars?/ and why the world is only pretty with the light off/i wanna say that their dreams are dandelions & truth is a heavy breather…”
1.30.2012 |
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i am so effing lonely.
& its a bit overwhelming today.
i always feel like im singing the same old song, but…apparently its the only song i know or the only song i’m meant to sing because
i just can’t find “the one” - i just can’t seem to find that person who is going to fill that void, alleviate my loneliness - if only a little bit.
i have my family, i have my friends yes, but i need that added support & love & affection that can only come from your significant other.
i feel like you need to have that person in your life who understands you on a different level, who knows you differently from everyone else…
and i don’t have that & it sucks [for lack of a better term]
&
its get increasingly difficult to deal with especially with so many people around me happy & in love & getting married & getting engaged
and i’m that perpetually single one who is going to spend another valentine’s day alone
&
im rambling & rambling
& this is the one thing you probably didn’t miss about my tumblr.
1.30.2012 |
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FINALLY. now all we need are a line of winter boots & some sandals & it’ll be the only shoe i wear ::nods::
1.29.2012 |
