i am so effing lonely.

& its a bit overwhelming today.

i always feel like im singing the same old song, but…apparently its the only song i know or the only song i’m meant to sing because

i just can’t find “the one” - i just can’t seem to find that person who is going to fill that void, alleviate my loneliness - if only a little bit.

i have my family, i have my friends yes, but i need that added support & love & affection that can only come from your significant other.

i feel like you need to have that person in your life who understands you on a different level, who knows you differently from everyone else…

and i don’t have that & it sucks [for lack of a better term]

&

its get increasingly difficult to deal with especially with so many people around me happy & in love & getting married & getting engaged

and i’m that perpetually single one who is going to spend another valentine’s day alone 

& 

im rambling & rambling

& this is the one thing you probably didn’t miss about my tumblr.